Today I…

Heard ‘All My Life’ being played on the Ipod today.

Pangs of unfamiliar emotions hit me. Anguish? Emptiness? I haven’t felt like this in a while. The song, the memories, the decision to live alone and better. When was the last I felt like this?

Is this the first of the series of unfortunate events befalling this life of mine? Everytime I inched a step forward, something will arise to pull me two steps back.

Spare me the agony. Please don’t make me regret my decision.

I’m not worse off now. I’m not.

Even so, I know I’m strong. At least that’s what I want to be. Babe, don’t dwell on it anymore. As disheartening as it is, the fact remains that it has happened. Like Jiaming said, move fast and move happy. People who aren’t your friend (and by that, I mean friend without the ” “) now most likely will not be a friend ten years later. To people who don’t cherish or deserve your friendship – it’s time to chuck them.

Be strong babe, let me “the highly knowledgeable you can dig out latest news from” cheer you up. I promise not to mention anything about the baggy jeans and six-inch platforms.

URPS.